7/30/2006
wow really. i'm so gonna flunk my science common test. my sci grades r dropping faster den u can say "blah ga ya reta boo cha gatu nomei boouu dag munte cha." don't noe wat tt means. bullshit, this is.

oh gawd. everytime i hear this particular song, it makes me feel like crying. unfortunately, i don't noe the title..or the dude who sang it. mm hmm it's a guy. maybe it's the lyrics n the way it's sung. or maybe its the tune.. well.. this has been rather crappy.

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you love me
now you don't

now you want me
now you don't

now you need me
now you don't

you say u'd take away my pain
now you're giving me yours

now i'm torn inside and out
till now you've been whole


this has been some crap written out of boredom and *ahem* something else

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waiting for ur call,
i'm sick,
call i'm angry,
call i'm desperate for your voice,
listening to the song,
we used to sing,
in the car,
do you remember,
butterfly,
early summer,
explaining on repeat,
just like when we would meet,
like when we would meet,

and i was born,
to tell you i love you,
and i am torn,
to do wat i have to,
to make you mine,
to stay with me tonight..

stripped and polished
i am new
i am fresh
i am feeling so ambitious
you and me,
flesh to flesh,
because every breath that you will take,
while you are sitting next to me,
while bring life into my deepest hopes,
what's your fantasy?

i was born,
to tell you i love you,
and i am torn to do what i have to,
to make you mine,
stay with me tonight,
and i'm tired of being all alone,
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home,
and i'm tired of being all alone,
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home,
and i'm tired of being all alone,
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home,
and i'm tired of being all alone,
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home,
i know everything you wanted isn't anything you have,


i was born,
to tell you i love you,
and I am torn to do what i have to,
to make you mine,
stay with me tonight,

i was born to tell you i love you,
and i am torn to do what i have to,
to make you mine,
stay with me tonight,
i know everything you wanted isn't anything you have.

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that's part of the lyrics of the song. well yeah, i actually heard it over n over again. like i said, don't know the dude who sang it or the title.. in case u guys r wondering.. i went to someone's blog to listen to it. and cuz my silly com got freaking problem, i haf to keep closing tt window n openin a new one. so.. guess how long i took to type that erm.. few paragraghs. bets, anyone?

melancholy. it's flooding my system. and yeah, after listening to this particular song, it makes me.. even more so.. melancholic. i'm thinking of him.. and wondering and thinking of all the possiblities. if asked to choose between him and my friends. i'm surprised to say.. my friends. i thought i would always put love infront of everything in my life. guess i'm wrong. no matter how much i love someone, i'll choose my friends over him. yeah, dude, it's you. the one i'm refering to.

oh mann. i can't stop hummin that song!! it's like taken over my life. i'm ruled by it!! cuz ya noe y? LOVIN IT!! this post has been rather emo for me. all listening to tt song over and over again. so yeah, i should go. and maybe start crying after listening to that song once more.. and yet once again, i'm feeling unhappy. so yeah...